STRANGERS' HOUSES
I’m standing alone in a stranger’s house in the doorway of a silent room. I inhale, close my eyes and step in.
At first without my sight I'm in a void. My understanding of where I am is usually so intensely visual, that now without my eyes I'm lost. I will be here in an emptiness without any boundaries until I rebuild the space in my imagination. How far were those walls? When I walk forward, how long will it be before I knock something with my feet or knees? The room has collapsed out of my perception and I have to construct it again from scratch.
This is what I'm daydreaming when I look at these photographs. They are all domestic scenes, empty of people and though they could almost be anyone's kitchens and living rooms- I know that these interiors are the intimate spaces of people who have been blind their whole lives. As I move from one to another I think about how it would be to find myself in them and what they would feel like to my hands and feet. I’m drawn to these thoughts by the images themselves because in nearly every one, all potential paths through the space are somehow blocked. Each image throws up a surface on which to make this imaginary tactile exploration. My gaze keeps bumping up against walls, mirrors, curtains, different devices that are usually used to hide, reveal or alter what I see except that here I come against them as solid objects. If the reason we hang pictures on the wall is to try to forget its vertical surface, these photographs are reminding me of its heavy mass instead.
This room I entered with my eyes closed had some photographs, hanging on the opposite wall. Now I start to
I’m standing alone in a stranger’s house in the doorway of a silent room. I inhale, close my eyes and step in.
At first without my sight I'm in a void. My understanding of where I am is usually so intensely visual, that now without my eyes I'm lost. I will be here in an emptiness without any boundaries until I rebuild the space in my imagination. How far were those walls? When I walk forward, how long will it be before I knock something with my feet or knees? The room has collapsed out of my perception and I have to construct it again from scratch.
This is what I'm daydreaming when I look at these photographs. They are all domestic scenes, empty of people and though they could almost be anyone's kitchens and living rooms- I know that these interiors are the intimate spaces of people who have been blind their whole lives. As I move from one to another I think about how it would be to find myself in them and what they would feel like to my hands and feet. I’m drawn to these thoughts by the images themselves because in nearly every one, all potential paths through the space are somehow blocked. Each image throws up a surface on which to make this imaginary tactile exploration. My gaze keeps bumping up against walls, mirrors, curtains, different devices that are usually used to hide, reveal or alter what I see except that here I come against them as solid objects. If the reason we hang pictures on the wall is to try to forget its vertical surface, these photographs are reminding me of its heavy mass instead.
This room I entered with my eyes closed had some photographs, hanging on the opposite wall. Now I start to
move towards them, feeling my way past the chairs. I reach carefully up and across the wall and wallpaper until I find them with my fingers. I can feel the frames, the wood, and the glass, but psychologically they have no effect on my experience of the room, they are just surfaces amongst all the others.
These blank private spaces, organized or chaotic sit in quiet contrast to the public spaces we move and act in. Every free surface around us in the city and the highway immerses us in images (mostly but not only commercial). In many places we move seamlessly from one to the next, hovering in a kind of just-about-to-happen present. Our eyes are cut free from our physical recognition of the space, the hairs on our neck or our noses, navigation or destinations are only permitted through reading the visual codes.
The people who inhabit these domestic spaces are used to a heightened sense of now, a gentler rhythm of movement and to mentally extrapolating backward and forwards in time to find their history and their paths in their imaginations. For me these pictures of their intimacy represent an invitation to try and diagnose from inside images what exists outside of them, of alternatives to visual logics and politics. Perhaps thinking with our hands and ears could provide us with the tools we need to dissect our image-world as deeply and thoroughly as possible, and respond to the questions it poses us: to begin to travel the alternatives rather than floating.
-- Liz Haines












































































